Stephen—who shared daughters Weslie, 15, and Zaia, 4, and son Maddox, 7 with Allison—died by suicide last December, just days after their wedding anniversary. Since then, Allison has kept fans updated on her healing journey.

“Grief never ends .. but every season of challenge has an expiration date,” the former So You Think You Can Dance contestant wrote on Instagram earlier this month. “Keep believing and keep dancing through.”

Allison—who was known to share dancing videos with her husband—also posted her first dancing clip since his passing with her daughter Weslie in August. The 35-year-old posted the video to her TikTok account, and quipped, “When your life is a mess but you just trying to vibe,” in the post.