Selena Gomez‘s heart wants what it wants. 

And when she was younger, the Only Murders in the Building star’s heart was reserved for her two major celebrity crushes: Chad Michael Murray and Jesse McCartney. 

In fact, she recalled a specific moment in 2004 when her crush on Jesse was at its height. 

“When ‘Beautiful Soul’ came out—that was just life-changing for me,” Selena told W magazine in an interview published Jan. 3 before explaining where her other crush originated. “I loved Chad Michael Murray from One Tree Hill.”

And while those two names came to mind now, the 32-year-old admitted that she also fell for other heartthrobs—both onscreen and offscreen. 

“When I was younger, I probably had too many crushes,” Selena continued. “I also just had crushes more in real life than on actors or musicians.”

Case in point: The “Same Old Love” singer previously admitted to being smitten with Cole Sprouse and a boy named Juan, sharing a video of her childhood bedroom showing that she’d written their names inside giant hearts on her wall.